March 2009
The times
Well time for a small update. My great grandmother has had a stroke and shes been in the hospital for awhile but they expect to have her home by monday. Ill be going to watch over her on tuesday and then grandma takes over wednesday. But I may have a job in just watching her. My grandparents are talking about it but im not sure i wanna do it. Cause no way in hell ima bath grandma. FUCK THAT
Loneliness is a strange feeling. Even with all the ppl i know, im a very lonely person. Maybe i do certain things because of this, or who knows, but its not a fun feeling. And i guess watching Sober House on VH1 isnt making me feeling any better. Ah well, time to go sleep away the rest of the afternoon.
Working
So im in san jose for the week. Working with my grandfather to make a few extra dollars. Will be heading back home friday. not rly looking forward to a few days of getting up early and sitting in a truck for a few hours. =/
Caring
Why is it so many ppl can care about a person they dont know? I mean theres ppl i rly RLY fucking dislike always asking me that fucking question… “Hey everything alright?” NO FUCK YOU LEAVE ME ALONE! YOU DONT EVEN KNOW WHO THE FUCK I AM! YOU DONT KNOW ANYTHING! And then talking. why does it seem that when we talk its gotten bland? I dont get very many ;3 or :3 or anything...
Humor
It would seem my sisters boyfriend doesnt have very much of it. I showed him the singles from the Lonely Island including the one below (the other being Jizz in my Pants) and he found both of them to be rly rly stupid. *shrug* oh well his loss cause i think they are fucking hilarious. Maybe im the immature one. Oh well, I get a laugh and he gets to masterbate alone in a room to god knows what.
dafont.com →
A wonderfully simple site where you can pick up some CLEAN, beautiful looking fonts for your computer. I’ve used a lot of em for my photoshop work.
Friday the 13th
I hate it. Nothing today has gone my way. It sucks. Yes im complaining. Its what ppl do in blogs. We write our opinions and our feelings. We dont write to make you like us. Fuck you ppl. I want you to read this because you want to. I have no interest in please you just for reads. Back to the 13th. FUCK IT FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK. yes i know a couple other words i could use to describe exactly how im...
A Softer World →
Such a wonderfully simple site where it seems two ppl (people) make a 3 panel comic that evokes srs (serious) thoughts and looks at your true human nature. and in some cases have funny biting wit. I simply love it.
Night talks
Wallow: Yea ive been like that resently
Me: recently*
Wallow: shhh
Me: You wrote resent
Me: Like to hate goober
Wallow: ahahaha
Hi
Hi. Name’s Ilgen, not my real name of course. You gotta earn that. >_> Anyways, just an intro post outlining some things and just a warning to you more than anything. I dont like using too much in the way of (‘) or certain spellings of words. If you care to read this at all for any length of time youll see that i tend to shorten words or make up ones or use them incorrectly. I...
Happy Hardcore
“We stretch out both of our arms…
Pass through the clouds, straight to the...”
– I don’t f-ing know.